Shower time
Added 2018-11-11 09:16:29 +0000 UTCFeeling the water pour over me, I feel cocooned and comfortable. There are few places in the world amongst this society and all its prejudices and judgements where I feel more safe.
And in time I know that I will be able to share videos like this without any self consciousness at all. But for now, I am deeply in self doubt, shame and rejection. I have deeply internalised all the judgement against me. I have also deeply internalised all the expectations that my family had for me, my country, my friends and even perfect strangers who dump their projections onto me. Here in the shower I can wash all of that away and be myself...if only for a moment.
What do you have to wash away today? (and yes I appreciate I may have just got shot myself in the foot or landed myself in hot water, pun intended, as I said that, and you might be making a certain joke right now! And that's ok too. The more shame we can wash away, the more we can love and respect ourselves again. Until we do that, I don't believe that we can love and respect anyone else.
Share your comments and emails. As always I love to hear what you have to say,
Suze :-)
Comments
what kind of platform are we talking about?
ezekiel prescott
2018-11-17 18:36:47 +0000 UTCthanks Tony. it has been a hard few weeks, and hot showers are a blessing.
This Is Suze
2018-11-15 15:46:55 +0000 UTCYou can expect more of the same going forward. I am not restricting content but just letting flow what wants to be shared in the moment. Any content not suitable for Patreon would find another platform
This Is Suze
2018-11-15 15:46:16 +0000 UTCCan we expect more content like this going forward?
ezekiel prescott
2018-11-15 10:55:18 +0000 UTCA lovely shower ... just whats needed to wash bad things , physical and mental away 😊 lovely to see you in your natural beautiful self , you truly are one special person x love you lots xx💖💖
Tony Berrows
2018-11-13 10:46:26 +0000 UTCThis the type of stuff i subscribed for
ezekiel prescott
2018-11-12 15:51:34 +0000 UTCHahahah! or as they say here in Spain jajajaja! I am glad that now you don't have to bother with Christmas! Afterall, all that stress is so totally unnecessary! I am feeling even better now that I have taken a swim in the cool sea today....but more on that later...there are many stories to catch up on...coming soon!
This Is Suze
2018-11-11 11:21:54 +0000 UTCWow...apparently, Christmas has come in November this year. Hope that you have washed away all of the shame and hardship that you've experienced recently. A nice hot and elegant shower does wonders! Nice seeing you and your soul (and your booty) as always.
Iron Michael
2018-11-11 09:53:02 +0000 UTC
