When the dust settles
Added 2019-07-27 11:25:33 +0000 UTCI am not even going to read the comments and messages right now. I was so triggered the other day and it all started when I was coming home from a long day, and i turned to my partner and said cold drink before we get home? So we stopped and had a glass of wine and then he downed his too quickly on an empty stomach, after a merengue class and needed to eat. Quite some time passed and I felt myself getting so mad. I hadn't communicated to him that I'd be going home to edit my Patreon video, and I was feeling frustrated because it was getting so late. Then, when I got home and read the messages from some of you guys and I just flipped.
One of the thoughts after that entered my head was, is it time of the month? Then I rejected that thought. I hate that whenever a woman is angry it has to be belittled into a time of the month where she's hormonal. But, yeh, the next day I got my period.
Grrrr!
So I needed to just let myself feel into the answers I received, before I could reply. I am going up to the roof now to make a video because the one i made yesterday feels out of date already. See you in a little while.
Suze
