Vloggers block
Added 2019-09-10 20:40:32 +0000 UTCHello beautiful patrons
a friend of mine died last weekend and I'm still in grief. Apologies for my absence these last few days. I know that part of the authenticity challenge is Vlogging through the highs and lows, Sometimes I get Vloggers block. I might record something and then delete it right away, because it's not good enough, or it's depressing, or dull. Sometimes I don't know what you want me to say, which has been part of my block lately. I'm worrying that you're judging my content, then I judge my content, and then I'm blocked. It doesn't happen too often. I remember one time very clearly where my Youtube channel was brought down by a troll and I ended up moving to vidme. I got distracted by all the other creators thumbnails. I started thinking "should I polish everythingup?" "is it ok to do my vlogs the way I did before"
Self doubt is like a disease. It gets under my skin and starts to spread like a virus. If I'm lucky I can stop it. If I'm unlucky it takes a few weeks before I get a grip of myself, or one of my most trusted friends gets a grip of me and brings me back to normality.
I was thinking today that i would love to do another Patron live. It's been a while since i heard your voices, live, in the moment, and I think I would love that very much.
When shall we get online?
Suze ;-)
i will Vlog tomorrow. Goodnight x
