Insecurity
Added 2019-12-21 12:06:43 +0000 UTCEnjoying the luxury of two nights in a beautiful hotel. Aware that transparency and reality are the only things which are going to cause my insecurities to settle. As Lauryn Hill says in her MTV Unplugged album "Fantasy is what we want, but reality is what we need"
The courage to share how I am feeling with E, feels like more courage than I currently have. Right now i want the fantasy, and receiving the reality might not be what I want to hear. I know I have to be brave. The truth always sets us free!
*i have tried to adjust the sound..it's a hotel bathroom, so there's a bit of an echo