This is Suze

A whole new day!

Added 2020-01-10 09:53:51 +0000 UTC

A whole new day is dawning! Guess what happened to me yesterday?

After posting my sad message to you here expressing how bad I was feeling, I went for a healing session and experienced Kambo (amazonian medicine from a frog!) here is a link to a video on YouTube to see what it's all about https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeaVBZI4ak0

Don't try this at home folks!!!!!

NOW I FEEL LIKE A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON!!!

I set my intention for the ceremony

"Please show me what it's like to live without fear, what it is like to feel safe"

I feel so strong. I literally feel like a different woman today.

Here's my Vlog from today. If I ever manage to get the vlogs from yesterday to sync, I shall upload them too so that you can see the difference, from one morning to the evening. How quickly we can feel better when we drop the fear, anxiety and everything that is not the real us. What a contrast.

I am so grateful for this day.

Thank you my loyal followers for your patience with my technical abilities, and thank you dear patrons for your patience as i have faced the lows of living with CPTSD, and how that has affected my life and my ability to post and upload on days when I feel too weak to do anything. I really value your consistency and loyalty as my followers, my friends and my patrons through all of these moments in my life. it means a lot to me that you are here with me on this journey of transformation.

Thank you

Suze ;-)