This is Suze

Added 2020-03-16 15:44:29 +0000 UTC

WOW WOW WOW!

I had no idea what 2 weeks off "work" would be like!

It has seriously been so long since I took a two week break without thinking about work!

As a creative, my mind can be coming up with ideas all the time if I do not stop, and it can be mentally taxing always being stimulated by colours, sounds, music, scenery. Even though I've enjoyed a lot of the photoshoots lately, working with professional photographers for my work here on Patreon, and the amazing music video opportunity to work with Jamie Key and in such a perfect filmset location that we stumbled on for free! Even though it's been an exciting ride, moving from straight vlogs, to more nudity, to the surprise me content, adding some editing into the mix, all these things have been great, and yet, when I take a break, for the first bit, I felt so unmotivated, my life over the last two weeks became super basic!!! I mean BA-SIC! And I was convinced I had become a hippie and that any more than two decisions to deal with at one time, and i would surely have no way of going back to normal life. And then the lack of motivation for more than peeling a potato or taking a simple walk lifted, and suddenly a new surge of creative energy started to flow through me..

And so I decided to write to you...I will be posting those photos I promised in March..today or the next few days with a behind the scenes video of the photoshoot for those on the AC challenge tier...and for now I am just letting this break, empty me of the old and fill me up with energy of the new....

And if you're wondering why I haven't mentioned corona virus yet, it's all everyone is talking about...well,,first it hasn't hit Gozo, although we are next to Italy, and second...I don't want to add any more fear or panic than there already is. I trust your loved ones are safe and well, and you are too

Speak soon

Suze x