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Lyusiola

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good day.. sorry for dumping off-topic stuff here but if i post this on twitter i’ll just get cancelled lol

it’s been really rough lately, way too many ppl started copying my art or even my whole style. twitter keeps shoving them in my feed like it’s some kind of joke, and when i check their older works - totally different themes, totally different drawing.. then suddenly it’s just.. me. so if you look at some random art and feel like you’ve seen it somewhere before.. haha, you’re not imagining it.


and yeah, supporting those ppl is 100% your choice ofc, but it’s so hard to watch. anyone whose art gets attention will prob face this at some point but i wasn’t ready at all. i cry. it’s more from helplessness and anger i guess.. kinda ashamed that i cry this easily haha. i really am a depressive person.. ok that’s oversharing haha. i’m not trying to guilt trip anyone, just whining.. forgive me for that haha.

and you know i can’t even say anything bc it’s always “ideas belong to no one / style belongs to no one / you put it online what did you expect”.

sure, they can copy or even trace my art, but do they have the moral right? idk. sorry.

i know you’re here for the sexy pics and that’s cool - i’m honestly grateful for every single one of you!! but at the same time i’m just a normal person, a regular girl.. i can feel sad, i can feel crushed haha. i’m sure you have those days too.

sorry for the long ramble. sorry for off-topic. it’s just.. really heavy for me rn. i wanna scream but i stay quiet, bc one word and i’m suddenly “bullying” or “accusing innocent ppl” - “it’s just similar”, “style isn’t yours”, “he was just inspired” blah blah.

i know i’m supposed to accept it and shut up.. but god, it’s hard. sorry. usually this stays behind the scenes.

haha.. sorry.


this is the side of artists you don’t see. sorry again.


btw\.. i dyed my hair! i’ve always been a redhead but i wanted to try being blonde - it’s been my dream haha. now i’m blonde!! it gave me a little burst of good emotions, i’m glad i went for it even tho it was expensive. sometimes you really do need to just do the thing you want so you can lift your mood.

sorry if the photo was unpleasant for anyone, i just wanted to share a happy moment. sorry if it’s out of place.

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thank you! i really liked the result too, tho now i’ll have to actually style it for the haircut to look nice haha (^∇^) sadly you can’t always control your feelings.. like logically you know it’s pointless and you should just not think about stuff you can’t change but the emotions still don’t go anywhere haha i’m shocked - these people literally TRACE my arts and copy my ideas and then they just.. follow me. yes they follow, like and comment on my posts. such a slap in the face.. what’s wrong with them i’ll try to focus more on the support i get instead of this.. gotta work on detaching and not looping it in my head before sleep haha thank you for the support, you have no idea how much i appreciate it and how much it helps💗

Lyusiola

Lovely hair! And you don't have to accept a damm thing, your feelings are valid, your pride as an artist and frustrations with copycats are valid. Unfortunately the space is filled with asshats who are just consume consume and don't care. Anger is justified, don't let them bring your mood down. Very nice shade of blonde :3

Chosenpotato117

ah thank you! i think i just need to scroll my feed less so i don’t run into that kind of content, and focus more on working & doing things i enjoy.. oh i never really thought someone might assume i’m a guy, but i guess i never actually said my gender anywhere? ohh i hope it’s not a big deal that i’m a woman, i hope for most ppl it doesn’t really matter.. thank you for the support!

Lyusiola

Sometimes paying too much attention to social media isn’t a good thing. While artists naturally hope their work will receive more appreciation, the reality can be harsh. Try to shift your focus and not let negative energy affect your passion for creating. Also, your artwork is amazing — I was surprised to learn the artist is a woman, and I truly admire that!

nacho


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