Please read and give me your thoughts... :-(

Hey guys, it’s been awhile.

I know I haven’t been a very good creator for months now and I apologize... I have been in a rut for the longest time now and I think it’s time for me to explain any updates or problems I’ve been having.

Understandably losing patrons is a normal thing that I’ve been expecting to happen, whatever reason it is, I understand.

But what I’ve wanted to share/ask you guys are the contents of my patreon. Because honestly I’ve been in a burnout/rut drawing OVW for the last...maybe it’s been 2 years? I don’t even remember but I know it has been a long time now. I am blessed and I appreciate every one of you for all the support! Always and forever.

I think I have asked something similar awhile back but it always gnaws me if you guys are here because of the ovw content or art in general... It made me feel guilty every month because there are times I just don’t want to constantly draw gabe/jack (you know how much I fucking love them and all) to the point of brain fart and art blocks... Previously I have gotten replies of “we like your art in general” and it made me very happy—but you know how sometimes you would second guess yourself because you don’t want to disappoint anyone (always been a problem with me) and I ended up stretching myself thin...

The reason why I have finally written this out, is because...I was thinking of closing my Patreon.

The guilt of taking people’s money and thinking that the rewards are not good enough...has been going for, yeah, about 2 years now.

Even if I’ll lose patrons because I’ll be drawing other things than just ovw—is very understandable. I respect your decision to do what you want. I think I just wanted some feedback or opinions and know what you guys think.

I know this has been pretty long...but I want some reassurance and I don’t want to feel even more guilty and just shut down my patreon...

I was even thinking of adding more tiers, for example: commission type rewards, or receive traditional commission art with the stickers and all...etc etc.

PLEASE, do let me know what you think! It would be very helpful to me ;-;

Take care and please stay safe <3

PS

This is the reason why the rewards are getting later and later...and I feel really bad every month because of that.. u_ua;;;;

Regards,

Hino