Addendum: 2019 in Review
Added 2020-01-04 23:52:53 +0000 UTCI need to talk about my channel and the way I've been producing content up until this point.
I would say thank you for the all the support on the new video or the numerous messages and support I've received through PM's and DM's and SM's but this isn't really about that.
It's about me, and being honest with my arrogance.
For 3 years, I have attempted to transition into YouTube as a full time job.
Since day one I've been bumming it from house to house and recently I was in the middle of another move when I crashed hard. A huge meltdown.
YouTube has not been a healthy obsession for me and the cost of my own ambition has reflected itself on my interpersonal relationships as well as my work ethic. So all this attention right now is bittersweet for me and the triumph of my, "return", short-lived.
I have to announce that I'm going on hiatus to focus on moving officially into my own place, but more importantly - and I say this with no amount of satisfaction - that I have to drop the all the projects I've been working on up until now.
Despite all the work I've put into them, the immense pressure of completing them is too much for where I'm at right now and the ideas presented in them, dated. If you enjoy my work or have enjoyed it, I hope it can continue to hold you over until I get a grip of what it is I want to do with my content not only as a passion but as a business. It's important to me that I start over and organize myself and my goals far more carefully than I have been up to this point.
That said, here's to 2020, I'll be in touch.
- Zalinki
(A collection of drawings from last year.)
Comments
Gotta take care of yourself first and foremost. None of the awesome things you've made would've existed without you being there first. You and your happiness are your most valuable assets.
DeadDanny
2020-01-06 20:43:28 +0000 UTC<3 This step you’re taking is an important one and we will be here to support you through THIS more than any project in the past. Grow strong man <3
MatchVacuums
2020-01-06 11:29:42 +0000 UTCI’m happy you’re taking the time you need for yourself!! I hope this new year brings to you great things! I still plan to support you from here, as best as I can! Focus on you and things you love! You can do it!
KB
2020-01-06 04:11:28 +0000 UTCTake your time man, I'm sure your gonna come back even bigger and better
Moist Eggs
2020-01-06 03:06:26 +0000 UTCif you ever want big floppy man kisses, you know who to call. take it easy bud, love ya
chalex
2020-01-05 23:44:38 +0000 UTCTake your time and don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it! (Just in general k?) You're gonna de okay
Roscoe
2020-01-05 19:39:31 +0000 UTCwhen you’re happy, we’re happy :) take care!
heavenlykatto
2020-01-05 06:01:41 +0000 UTCYou got this homie o0o
cosmicArtist
2020-01-05 02:41:59 +0000 UTCLove ya homie, take all the time you need.
Pergo Rofa
2020-01-05 01:57:06 +0000 UTCtake care of yourself dude! be your best!
Fleenz
2020-01-05 01:10:56 +0000 UTCHope 2020 turns out better for you! Your fans love u no matter what man <3 Your health is more important than content, always, so we hope things start going your way
TabbyFeathers
2020-01-05 00:11:21 +0000 UTCWe be here for you when you get back, your health comes first, we love you bro
Ramsey
2020-01-04 23:59:23 +0000 UTCIts gonna be a great year Zal and I believe in you and I'm glad your taking time off to focus on stuff because that in itself means that your improving on stuff so just know that I'm proud of you.
Jam Jams
2020-01-04 23:57:59 +0000 UTCTake your time man. We can just vibe until you get back
Jack Petersen
2020-01-04 23:56:19 +0000 UTC
