Update!
Added 2020-10-19 04:49:06 +0000 UTCLast week I was feeling so depressed and idk why, sometimes it happens to all of us I suppose. It happens very rarely to me. But I beat myself up a lot for not being my best self. I have a lot of guilt if Iβm not productive one day out of the week. Itβs a good and bad trait to have. But Iβm feeling much better now, I had a much needed break and feel rejuvenated:) The house buying process was CRAZYY but I have tons of knowledge on it all so if you need any advice I gotchuuuu!
Itβs rlly hard to think about the unknown of my future as well. Who knows where I will be in 5 years but I just need to trust the process. π Iβm stoked for my streams next month, theyβre gonna be dope in my new house:))) along with stress my sex drive is reduced even more so with my already extremely low libido, guess what that means. If I ever do βget offβ it happens about once a month, which may seem crazy to a lot of people but idk, itβs what Iβm comfortable with I guess. Some people think itβs a stress reliever but not really to me oddly. π€·πΌββοΈ what do u think about that!?
